Don't play the victim cause the blames on you

so what now? =/

Did not manage to catch the meteor shower on Tuesday although there were more stars than the usual London night sky I stared at these pass two years. Ice skating is no longer scary to me and has been categorised under 'fun' instead of 'disastrous' in my dictionary for now.


So instead of Greece, I'll be spending x'mas in Germany(!!!!). I am very excited and looking forward to it. *Scream* I haven't been talking to people back at home as much as I thought I would, I sure hope everyone is still breathing and not emofied. I miss Yaps and BT9288 and driving in BK2333 :/


Feels like I'm on holiday instead of going to Uni which shouldn't really be the case. I've overslept once so thats not too bad. Slept in lecture, everyone else does it anyway. Missing deadlines, not intending to. I still feel out of place when it comes to level of understanding here. I swear these people are not from Earth. :( Gahh... and Maths should just stop at solving simultaneous equations. I now attend Allien class 3hrs/wk. Well done me.

then why did you do what you do?

You don't wana be I.


I saw it in her eyes
When I was sayin' goodbye
That girl, she ain't gonna be alright
'Cause I could tell
She'd be goin' through a livin' hell
And I wouldn't be there by her side

And Lord I felt so bad as I sat and watched her cry
Thinkin' I was movin' on and she was barely gettin' by

Look at what I've done to her
Low at how I made her feel
I gave back her heart, the broken part
She got the wrong end of the deal
And look at what it's done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
I gave it everything I had, and
Lord, it just wasn't enough
And hurtin' her like this seems so wrong
Yeah, look at what I've done to her
Now she's alone

I saw her out last night
And she was havin' a good time
That girl, it looks like she's doin' fine
But then I saw a man
Walk up and take her by the hand
And I, oh God, I almost died

And then it hit me, she didn't really need me
I just sat there for a while, until I finally smiled

Look at what I've done to her
Low at how I made her feel
She's found somebody new
And look who took the time to heal
And look at what it's done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
To have walked away from the love we made
And just leave it in a cloud of dust
And now it's got me thinkin' maybe I was wrong
After all the things I've done to her
Now she's strong

I walked up and said hello
She said, "It's good to see ya
But hey, I've gotta go"

Look at what I've done to her
Low at how I made her feel
She's standin' tall, she's got it all
Got the world at her heels
And look at what it's done to me
Look at how it makes me hurt
If I could go back now
I swear somehow
I'd find a way to make it work

Ain't life funny
Now I'm the one alone
Look at what I've done to me
She's gone

TAGS!

Hongy : Thanks for keeping my tagboard alive darling :D buttercup saved me but still got abit of cold for now.
chiao : Haha I haven't actually look through the book yet, why did you not like it? Isnt the autor a prof in oxford? (I may be wrong here) I bought the whole set though since they suggested =s
Chai : as you can see, my room is less messy now as compared =/ at least I think it is since the last time you've came over... Seriously theres much space here you know.
fie : Wa chin ho (2weeks before and after your tag) thanks x) although one of my friend thinks the shirt is geeky haha
cheahwen : I didn't realise your tag was even before I got here. BUT at least we've met up! come by again soon :D
wen : where are are you? =/

sugar rush babe

On Oct 18th, we went China town to give Suang a ''surprise'' one day adavance birthday gathering. (mmyea I did noticed it was a week ago) She wasn't surprised, as usual. She was late, not surprised :D haha but I don't know if I've said this enough, THANKS Suang! For always helping me out, taking me in when I was homeless and always there when I need a shopping buddy :)
It may be late but may love all good things come your way.

Its 4am on Saturday morning, weekends should be the time when I catch up with my sleep but it felt like ages since I last blogged. Since I'm in the mood for it, might as well update a lil bit. I was just looking through all the old pictures in Brunei, the times in MS, The Mount etc and had flashbacks about every little thing while listening to sappy music. What happened to our yesteryears? Now, I'm actually in.. Uni.


It felt like I haven't played the game for a long time, I almost forgot what and how it felt like or even how its being played now.

one that has not been played for a long time.

She's just amazing and it would be a shame if she's not to be heard. She's probably between 7-8years old at the moment but I can assure you she plays better than any 30years old I know out there.


I got side tracked by this lil girl while reading my lab work for tomorrow. Its freaking me sligtly as I'm a very clumsy person so hopefully all will be fine.
I'm settling down all rigt here so far, other than having to prepare for myself food for every meal I'm not complaining much YET. I do however need to start hitting the gym, I miss playing basketball so much. :(
(this post sounds much more serious than my usual post ???)
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Skyped with my parent just then, it was awesome. I miss them! Although my mum had to wake up at 2 in the morning but its cool. I'm feeling the love =) Currently down with fresher's flu. Nearly 3/4 of the people in lecture were coughing since the beginning of this week.


Mmya.

something new, something real

Hello readers, seems like I have not update for a loooooong time. Not that it needs any mentioning :) so yea... pictures of thousands word for you to look at. I'll do a proper post soon. (All thanks to chai who inspired me to update this blog haha)


At the aiport, where we all went out seperate ways.

till then, 2010


(Pictures in random orders)


At the neon party at my hall. I don't actually have much pictures with me though.

(haha note the Ts I was wearing was in the first pic too! I seriously need a change of wardrobe)

At Mews with Chai and other IC seniors :D (and Nigel's mum)

And a look of my room.

I swear my arms were gona break when I carried all these book from campus back to my place. Yea, I sorta decided to buy the books. As to whether or not I'll even open it, that we shall wait and see.


Room was messy when photoswere taken, slightly better now :D

Boat party, cruise around river Thames.

Till here then...

jasmine villegas

Shitson I love her hair and I think she's beeautiful for a 14(??) year old. Last I checked she was 12. Together with Thia Megia(click!!) and Jessica Sanchez, the 3 of them were pretty good for such young girls man. Why did I not get the filipino's blood when I come to singinggg?? WHYYYY???

Life's all right :)